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When I look inside my head
Sometimes I don't like what I find
When I can't get out of bed
It feels like I'm gonna lose my fucking mind
I won't make more excuses
I won't act like I'm stupid again
And these feelings of regret
Don't belong to anybody fucking else
And it's easy to forget
I don't have to solve these problems by myself
I won't make more excuses
I won't act like I'm stupid again
I won't pretend I'm OK
But I won't forget to live for today
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Ocean Madness
01:14
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It's an exhausting ordeal
To always hide how I feel
And I'll lie
To get by
Another splitting headache
Another fucking mistake
I don't care
I don't wanna go anywhere
I'm so fucking tired
Of pretending I'm OK
I'll just fucking smile
Because it gets me through the day
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How many times have I said that I'll get better
And stayed the same?
Might as well face that I'll be like this forever
And take the blame
And I admit it
I've never been good at change
And if I quit it
It wouldn't be all that strange
But that's bullshit
It's easier just to say
That I'm fucked up in the head
That train of thought is hard to interrupt
Once it's been said
And I admit it
I've never been good at change
And if I quit it
It wouldn't be all that strange
But that's bullshit
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The sun is shining but I'm fucking whining
How hot is, so I stay inside
You're ecstatic, but I've fucking had it
All I wanna do is run and hide
But I don't bring you down with me
But I always bring you down with me
Anticipation of another vacation
Where I just wanna stay in bed
Another weekend ruined by sleeping
I could fix it, but I'll cry instead
But I don't bring you down with me
But I always bring you down with me
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